Multifun Joy Joys

I feel really good tonight, I should try write something happy or joyful. My scripts always come across as dark and evil, but they don't reflect me. I'd like to think I'm not a cynical asshole, I just try see things from a different perspective....... that sounds clichéd, dammit.

Woody Harrelson in Zombieland said "Enjoy the Little things", made rule number 32 by Jesse Eisenberg. Its a pretty good guide to live by. Think back on the greatest moments in your existence, what do you remember that made it so good? For me its always some small detail that was sometimes no even directly related to the whole pretence of situation. The opening riff of "She", the first taste of Dr Pepper from one of those small cans, the peaceful beauty of girl sleeping next to you. That is what I recall.

The difficulty scale for writing joyous stuff is much harder than dark content. Could it be because I have less experience in doing so, or maybe it just is a more difficult subject for everyone. I hope its not a reflection on me.

Extended exposure to the blinding darkness that is cynicism and self pitty have rotted us to the core, look so hard for purity and originality you will find it, but its not real. Its one's own form of warping reality in a feeble attempt to satisfy the desire. Dream nostalgically of the euphoria witnessed when the Beatles first came to Australia, when Led Zeppelin released Kashmir, when you could eat Burgers, fries and thick shakes without the peer implied guilt of it somehow making you unattractive and irresponsible. Is this what leads so many to tune into commercial radio, go see the movies that are mere remakes, sequels, prequels and fucking musicals by pathetic phonies who ruin good rock songs. What can break this horrifying self destructive behavioural trend in the west, can anything? Fuck them all, subjugate and mock their inferiority, use it to make yourself powerful.

Sunday Morning

Time is of the essence as my departure to mandurah is imminent.

Sunday morning, no hangover, no sickness, no pain to impede the mind. The horror of one's own clarity in such situations is more haunting and gut wrenching than anything induced by solutes that have a high proportion of compounds ending in -OH. Grasp at another chance of life hollow soul, flail your arms in the dark, the only thing you can reach is liquid, or solid only until you crush it smoke or snort it. Run coward run! you might as well try, nothing else works for you.

Elite

Just had 2 thoughts, Hopefully I can tell a good story cos I have good content for once,

I was wondering what it means to be a member of the "Elite", I want to learn more. You must be selfless to be elite i.e.  you work not for your comfort or enjoyment, but for the good of humanity. Instead of selling shit, being lazy or fighting your fellow man, you complete tasks that will add to science, to society, etc. Die knowing you have made the world better than what it was when you arrive. Or, are they elite because they use this to trick you into being slaves......

My other thought is about why we can never achieve 100% happiness, we always have problems, the simplest explanation is that "The sweet only exists because of the sour". Nah, I reckon it because we loose sight of the greater situation. A God is superior because he knows all, is not then the way to become godly is to learn everything. Then we'd be elite right? It is so crazy that the smartest people in the world are the ones that have more and more knowledge, its so easy to backup, if someone say, IF YOUR SO SMART HOW COME I MAKE MORE MONEY THAT YOU, you get hell defeat them with, "The extent of ones happiness is worlds apart from the binary interpretation that your simple mind has formulated. A Possibility of money possessing such a bearing on the condition of one's mind, is unfathomable, illogical and is a testament to the inferiority of your own reality". Easy

New Blogger theme

Cool Blogger got a sick new design, matches the whole google+ and gmail theme, skill. Anyway back to writing dark shit cos its more challenging and interesting.

Formidable stance while failing to cease the glare of the terrain
Strengthen your image, its all you can ever do. For the fate of your existence matters little of what you contribute or what you achieve within your realm of understanding. Why can't knowledge be a straight road, freshly tarmacked, the spell of freshly cooked bitumen lingering in the nearby air, inviting ones use. But instead it more resembles the gizzards of a sea creature that has been left to cook in the tropical sun for a matter of days and then dumped in a food processor with your own blood.

Do the mightier we become, the less we can bare to take heed from the horror around us? Of course it easier to stare into the void, its the unknown, it could be safer

Burn

Morning I arise, hungover once.

I had a mean fire last eve, burn through the wood pretty quickly.

Dog wound is getting better pretty quickly. She has been pretty good it, hasn't licked or chewed it too much. Words aren't coming easy today. I'll do the oldest trick in the book. I'll describe and uninteresting and boring anecdote, with extravagant words and phrasing.

The impending doom and apocalypse of the world comes forthwith, I don't see the Hollywood version with talisman buildings of New York and Tokyo bursting into flames and tumbling like some box of matches in a microwave oven. People looking up in fear, pointing as the tip of the Chrysler building bows, breaks and falls down upon a brand new car make of which is not of concern. The effect supposed to increase the symbolism of the whole event. Don't forgot the small child just getting out of the way, how original.

I instead see it happening without anyone even noticing it. Their eyes blinded by the desire to shield the more animal instincts. No explosions, not cars getting crushed, in my version we are morphing into something that is no longer humanity. Maybe this has already happened, maybe we've lost, maybe our subconscious knows it to be true. Is that why people concern themselves with the environment, caring for the animals that we must kill to survive. Recycling, paying twice as much for battery powered cars, eating organic lettuce? Is this how it ends. Our last gasp at redemption as we can no longer hold our breath a thousand feet below the surface.

The reasons for the gratifications found within such ideas, lend themselves to a form of escapism. Escape from your own mind. A dream that is definitely possible, you do it all the time.

Because I've got a headache

Latest post, in the dark, hard to type,

why is it so hard to organize a party, am I that forever alone, FML

that took 5mins to type

My New Chromebook

Damn I haven't used Blogger for a while,

Well getting a Samsung Series 5 Chromebook has inspired me to write something again.

There is assloads of reviews around for these things so I aint gonna review it.

I really using this to try out the keyboard for some serious typing. Its slightly smaller than your average keyboard but its still easy as shit to use.

I wonder when these Chromebooks will become available in Australia, I reckon they will sell pretty well if google put any effort into advertising and keeps them below $500. Which is very possible. They are a much trendier device than ur average $500 netbook, but of course it runs only chrome. Most people wont be able to handle that. You could never survive with just a chromebook. You need a proper PC for certain things. I recommend a gaming PC and a chromebook works just fine. These things are much more practical than either and android tablet or ipad. By the way fuck u Apple and MSFT for all this patent shit.

I know in reality the truth is way over my head and I dont really know whats going on, but it all feels very anti-competitive. I hope the Galaxy Tab 10.1 does get released and gets to compete in the free market.

Enough of that I cant be bothered writing in detail about patent stuff. Why write if it hard and you arent getting paid to do so.

My Stereo is giving me the shits lately, the left channel seems to be failing, I need to isolate the problem and vanquish it, Speaking of Vanquishing things, bring on Skyrim!!! fin